The Good, The Bad, and The Irritating

I have a lot of mixed feelings about Western at this point in time. Sure the food is good, and the people care, but it just doesn't feel right. I don't fit in with any particular group, which isn't always a bad thing, except when you desperately want to belong. I love attending Catholic Campus Ministry though. They don't care that I'm not actually Catholic, or that I'm gay. As long as you can say a Hail Mary, they love you. But that's at one place once a week. What am I supposed to do with the rest of the time. I'm not liking the directing program thus far, its structured so that you act first than direct. I don't want to act! I HATE IT! I've been miserable in every play I've ever done, now it hurts every time i get on stage, even if its just for a few seconds. I hope I get to direct relatively soon, cause I just cant act anymore. I may have to switch majors. But to what? I have no idea what I want anymore.