Today marks the six-day countdown to when I finally get to Western. My miracle shall happen and my prayers will be answered. Never thought it would actually happen, but I'm almost there. I can't believe it, thank you God. I am also a lot happier now that I have quit taking my anti-depressants. It is against my doctor's wishes that I stay on them for six months, but I just can't take the mood swings. I have to decide what is right for me and what will make me happy. This is the countdown to a new life, to a new chapter, to my second chance. I'm a freshman once again, and these are gonna be four perfect years. Now I don't mean everything is going to be right all the time, but the right wrong things will happen, not the wrong wrong things that I let happen in highschool. Perfection is merely the right combination of imperfections. This time, I'll find the right imperfections in my life and let them work together. Its only when we find the right mismatched things that the pieces of our life begin to fit together properly. And my pieces are finally coming together.
Thank you God,
I finally feel blessed.
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